Francesca Concepcion

Sickly

We had our shoot yesterday at Morayta for our TV Prod’s pilot episode of “In My Shoes”

I enjoyed and at the same time lost my patience during the shoot because of the gloomy weather, and it’s my first day, yes! after 5 months, I really have irregular periodic cycle, since birth. lol.

In totality, it(the shoot) was a good learning experience.

Body pain. Colds. Slight fever - are the things I have right now - caused by the rain and too much fatigue I guess. I slept for 13 hours already, but right now, all I want to do is to get back in my sleep. 

ZZzzzZZZzz

Averaging three hours per day sleep

Physically and mentally exhausted.

Thank God, my eyebags don’t show. I don’t really get eyebags no matter how late I stay up awake.

I am in a relationship with stress, and will always be (I suppose). I don’t want to get engaged or get married with it but I think it’ll be my partner in life. Therefore, stress made be believe in forever.

It is obvious that I usually broadcast or post how tired I get on school stuff and others that is pressuring me out.

Posting or tweeting and sometimes texting my closest friends about it served as a stress reliever for me, so just please pardon me. And reading my posts depends on your decision; the X button is just a click away.

Another thing, yes I do rant… A LOT but ranting doesn’t stop me from doing the things I am supposed to do… It’s a manifestation that I am no superwoman, I also get tired but still, of course, I am aware that I will end up doing the things that I am complaining about after all. So what’s the point? As I have said, it minimized the stress I’m handling.

Yes, it is easy to quit but I’m not a quitter, I’d rather accept the job – complain, if it is too demanding :) – work – and finish the job giving all the best that I could offer, rather that quit and end up learning nothing.

So yea, I have an average of three hours sleep for more than three days now. Things and deadlines came in so late that pushed me to the point of thinking so hard but I could not get any good thing from my mind. The solution I did was to drink coffee and let blood flow by going up and down our stairs for four times, sounded weird? But it was really effective and I was able to do what I have to in less than 10 minutes, BTW, it’s just a conclusion. Haha.

Don’t get me wrong, I am in the process of learning how to manage time properly and at the same time discipline myself from temptations on wasting time. :)

Indeed, time is very important, once wasted, no matter how hard you cry you won’t have it back. And I am now making the most out of it. :)

Goals are set.

I need inspiration.

WOTL: Social Networking Etiquette

Watch video here

The premises said on this video are indeed agreeable.

The only thing I could say is that, for the people who complain towards the issues raised on this video, the “unfriend” button is easy to click on FB rather than stressing yourself with those people who seemed to only forget to post about their breathing activity. On twitter, it is still your choice to follow or not. :)

But, I am a guilty of both sides. I post irrelevant issues that do not concern my friends and at the same time, I am also one of the people who are against it. How ironic. Well, my reason for this is that I rant and rant and rant, other than that, I don’t post something so irritating to the eyes of the readers, I suppose. Plus, when I have seen something I don’t like about your post, it is either I would tell you about it or I ignore the act, as simple as that.

I hope every person on the internet would have etiquette on how to treat other people as well in the best way they can. I hope, I can do it, too.

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Love means waiting ‘til you see each other again and prove that the feeling always exists even if distance contradicts.

(via misxbernadette)

Na Falcon Ako

Sa buong buhay ko ng pagco-commute, ngayon lang ako nahirapan ng ganito..

Naranasan ko ng mawalang ng cellphone’s’, mahulugan ng pera, madukutan, mawalan ng wallet at ni piso walang natira, maghintay sa Blumentritt ng rescue mula sa mga kaibigang na pauwi rin, makamiss ng major exams dahil walang masakyan sa umaga, mangambang maFA sa LAHAT ng PE na pinasukan at sa BAWAT 1^st subjects ng BAWAT semester,  magkamali ng sinasakyan, maligaw, at kung anu-ano pang kamalasan na naidudulot ng aking katangahan, kabobohan at kapabayaan.

Pero ‘yung nangyari nung Huwebes, iba yon.. Hindi ako natanga o kung ano pa man, pinilit ko lang tlaga makauwi at eto ang nangyari:

Originally, wala naman kasi kami dapat pasok ng Thursdays.. Pero pumunta pa rin kami ng UST, madami kasing gawain na dapat tapusin(pero hindi ko na iisa-isahin, dahil hindi naman yan ang aking dapat banggitin)..

Thomasian Welcome walk din dapat nung Thursday (June 23, 2011) pero dahil sa hindi magandang panahon, cancelled ang nasabing walk. Ang nangyari, sabi nga nila, Thomasian Welcome Swim. :))

Nasa UST na ako ng bandang mga 2 something (nababadtrip sa bwisit na dulot ng globe, hindi maka send, late maka receive ng messages).. Nasuspend ang class ng mga 4. Mag library kami dapat para manghiram ng libro at pumunta sa ED TECH, pero hindi na kami pinapasok dahil sabi nung guard, suspended na nga raw.. So ganon, suspended na rin sa library.

Between 5:30 and 6, jan kami naghiwalay ni Cess, sa V. Concepcion street. Ako, papuntang Laong-laan at si Cess naman, sa España. Bago pa man kami maghiwalay, malakas na ‘yung ulan pero hindi naman namin alam na sobrang baha na pala.. Na pressure kaming umuwi na dahil sa kinauupuan namin, ang dami ng ipis na nagsusulputan at mga dagang nanghihina na sinusubukan ng maghanap ng mas tuyo na matataguan..

Inabot ako ng mahigit isang oras sa pagfifigure-out kung paano ko lulusungin ang baha at paano ako makasasakay dahil naka pantaloon ako, at hindi ko tantsado ang lalim ng tubig.. Nag-obserba ako ng mga dumadaan, hanggang tuhod LANG pala.. oo, lang, dahil dun sa may Dimasalang bridge, hanggang bewang na ng matangkad na tao, so sa katulad kong di masyadong binigyan ng height, kayo na bahala mag figure out..

Edi ayon na nga, GM ditoo, GM doon.. Umaasag may makakapagbigay sa akin ng saklolo.. Kaso ang mga nagsisireply, kung hindi stranded din ay nasa malayong lugar. (hindi naman ako totally stranded, dahil sinagupa ko ang lakas ng ulan at taas ng baha)

May mga kaibigan akong totally stranded at kinabukasan na nakauwi, may nagkasakit sa jeep, medaling araw na nakauwi at nagwalkathon mula sa school niya hanggang sa kayang lakarin ng mga paa niya. Dahil jan, napatunayan kong, hindi lang ako ang kasalukuyang nahihirapan, kaya mas nagkaroon ako ng pag-asang kayanin ang pagsubok na ito.

Isa to, sa mga naisend ko sa aking mga butihing kaibigan habang nakisilong ako ng limang minuto sa Hapag:

Gumapang na ipis sa katawan

Malalaking dagang naghahabulan

Bahang hindi makatarungan

Wala pang masakyan

Ang hirap ng aking kalagayan

Ano pa ba ang aking dapat maranasan?

Ako kaya’y makararating pa sa paruruonan?

Para san pa’t ginawa ang dapitan?

-isang GM na walang hanggan

Oo, sa kasamaang palad, ginapangan ako ng ipis. Sobrang nagwala ako.. Nakakahiya, pero hindi ko talaga mapigilan.. Ayoko sa insektong ‘yun. Bakit kasi ang dami nila? Pero nung huli, wala na ako nagawa.. Lumusong ako sa baha, kasama sila.. May bonus pang mga daga. :(

Matapos ang isa’t-kalahating oras ng pag-iisip at paghihintay ng masasakyan.. Ayun, kulang nalang lumangoy, pero nakasakay na ako! Umandar ito, mga sampung segundo.. Tapos..

Tila tumirik ang aking sinasakyan at napako sa kanyang kinalalagyan. Buti na lang dala ko at may baterya ang aking cellphone na nagsilbing aking libangan, dahil ang mga kapwa ko pasahero’y walang sawang nagtititigan.

Samantalang ako, eto kaharap ang cellphone kong napaglumaan na nang panahon. Walang ginawa kundi mag obserba, kung may ngumiti, binabalik ko lang ang ngiti nila.. Pero di ko inakalang pati paghikab ay nakakahawa na. Pero sa totoo lang, inaantok talaga ako, hindi lang ako makatulog dahil natatakot ako sa kadahilanang hindi ko maipaliwanag.

Sa aking pag mamasid, eto ang aking napuna: si ateng taga FEU na bangs lang ang basa, si kuyang ginawang hairstyling gel ang tubig ulan, si bebeboy na walang ginawa kundi titigan at sukatin ang haba ng kanyang kuko, si lolong patingin-tingin lang sa labas at pamaya-maya’y may kangitian na, si ateng tinakpan na lang ang kanyang mukha ng panyo hanggang siya ay makatulog.

Mga marereklamo, si kuyang halos mabali na ang leeg sa kaiiling na akala mo naman ay may magagawa ang kanyang pag-iling sa pag-ayos ng daloy ng trapiko. O isa pato, palatak ng palatak wala rin namang magagawa.

Nagdarasal, nakapangalumbaba, nakikinig ng musika, nagkakamot ng ulo, nagbabasa, nagtititigan.

Ayan sila, mga kapwa ko pasahero sad jeep byaheng Laong-Laan – Blumentritt. Amoy baha na ako(paki imagine na lang po ang amoy baha).

Ginhawang hindi maipagkakaila

Nang umandar na kahit mabagal pa

Kitang-kita ng aking mga mata,

Sasakyang buhol-buhol at salasaliwa

Ito marahil ang dahilan kung bakit kami’y tumirik sa gitna.

Pinoy nga talaga, nakita nang nagkakagulo, nakikiosyoso pa.

Pero konti lang ang ginalaw namin, akala ko magtutuloy-tuloy na.. Sa may dangwa huminto, dun talaga nagtagal.. Si manong driver sigaw pa ng sigaw na “maglakad na lang kayo!” nung una’y walang gumagalaw sa mga pasahero pero pa isa-isa, may mga bumabaha at nagsusubok maglakad..

Sa paglisan ng ilan sa mga mga pasaherong sakay ng jeep, napapalitan ito ng panibagong tao.. May iba pa nga.. Nagbayad.. paglipas ng ilang minute, bumaba at naglakad na lang ulit..

Paunti-unti, nakarating sa malapit may dimasalang bridge (hindi ko alam ‘yung exactong street).. Dun talaga malalim ‘yung baha.. Pero umikot kami.. mejo malalim, pero di siguro kasing lalim dun sa iniwasan namin..

San kami umikot? Hindi ko alam, basta pumasok lang sa mga street street sa lugar dun. (poor geography skills, mahina talaga ako sa direksyon) Hanggang nakarating na kami sa may La Loma.. Dun na kami pinababa, kasi traffic pa kung hihintayin naming makarating pa ng Blumentritt e may mga dumadaan naman na jeep pa Nova dun..

So there!  *after 3hours, nakasakay din ako pa Nova!* mas naging smooth ‘yung byahe, hindi traffic.. Nakarating ako sa bahay ng safe, basa, at pagod ng mga 11++.

Naalala ko, sabi nung ibang prof at estujanteng higher years nung freshman pa lang ako, magiging Certified kang Thomasian kung naranasan mo ng mabaha..

Nakaligtas man ako kay Ondoy, hindi naman ako pinatawad ni Falcon.. Salamat pa rin kung ganon, dahil at least, naranasan ko ‘yung hirap pero still, nag survive ako kahit mag-isa lang ako sa aking paglalakbay ng gabing na Falcon ako. :)

Pressure

Nakakatuwa, kasi parte ako nito.. Kaso bago lang sa akin ang mga gawaing ganto, gawaing mabilisan.. pero masaya ako, kasi I am being trained.. It’s just that, I can’t refrain from complaining. HAHAHA, okaaaay, wala naman to e, nag rereklamo lang ako, pero gagawin ko pa rin sya, at tatapusin.

Ngayong araw, laba, ayos ng gamit sa eskwelahan, magkalat ng impormasyon sa staff both Quarters and TV Maria, mag research for ep 1, mag revise ng script of two episodes, magpagupit, makipaglamay, mag-ayos at magbura ng mga files sa laptop… uhhh, napapagod na ako sa pageenumerate pa lang ng gawain, pero syempre.. kaya ko to, kailangan e.. Tsaka ginusto ko to.

Ang dami kong gusto sabihin at i-post dito since ang tagal ko hindi nakapag post.. Kaso sadyang hindi pa ako sanay ng maraming ginagawa..

Mula pagkabata, alam mo ‘yung petiks at cramming? Akong ako yun! Pero di na talaga tama kung ganun pa rin ngayon e.. Kelan ako matututo?

Kaya namaaan, kailangan ko na talaga maging organized sa bawat aspeto ng aking buhay para wala akong makalimutan na dapat gawin.

Ang saya ko lang, I have set my goals just before the school starts, and sana, maging consistent ako. SANA. :)

I’ll blog about my summer 2011 and the TOMCAT Summer workshop I’ve been through for two weeks. . and counting :) SOON.

This hangover is killing me.

Lahat ng posibleng sumakit sa buong katawan ko, sumasakit. :(

Pero bago ang lahat, Happy Mother’s Day to all the mothers out thereeee.

Congrats to Manny Pacquiao, salamat sa live streaming.

OKAYYYY, basag ako kagabi. Sorry sa mga nasukahan ko, HAHAHAHA. kadiriii. 

k, wala na ako masabi. kadiri na eee.

I miss my star. 

Mosquito bites.

My mosquito bites are countless, and I’m hoping to have no mosquito related sickness in the near future.

I just came in to our house, preparing to sleep. Yuhh, sleeping needs a preparation. :)

I have not updated for the longest time. Exagg :))

I will be.. Soon..

I don’t know what to write here now..

I’ve been into a lot of activities lately that keeps be busy.

For now, all I want to say is.. 

I’M TIRED and I’M PISSED OFF.

Good Night! Hoping for a better day tmrw(later), in which plans are not yet settled, there are just too many things we have to do.

Pagod dulot ng Badminton

2AM. Just watched Orphan.

I can now feel how tired I am! :)

Badminton has been my sport since elementary. I switched to volleyball when I was in highschool but my passion for badminton was always there, until now. I’ve been playing the sport every now and then, but after a long time we then played again on a covered court, hopefully this would continue within the duration of summer vacation.

Played badminton for the whole day! Exagg. Well, played outside our house from afternoon til before dinner and played at Webb’s court from 9-11:30.

Got home and took a bath. Now I can feel muscle pain. I am realizing how  talkative, energetic and hyper I was, earlier.

Tomorrow’s another busy day. My family with Bea, Chloie, Dea, Anthony, Kenneth and Jerwin will go out swimming. YEYYY.

I have to sleep now! We’ll be going EARLY morning.. I am ready to get darker!

I am really tired right now but I still find time writing this post, so thank you for your time reading this.

Good Night! God Bless!

I won’t be sleeping at my room tonight.

I am inside a dark room with my very talkative sister. YESSS, we are at peace tonight, I am not in the mood of killing her, jk. Haha! Watching Top Chef..

YAY for me! I am not to sleep in my room, I might wake up earlier than usual but with no perspiration at alllll!! LOVEEEET! Surely, heat will not be spoiling my night and morning when I wake up. NO RANTS FOR TONIGHT.

I am just so happy right nowww. Oh, I haven’t blog for todayyy, but nothing unusual happened. 

It’s just that I woke up at 11, ate lunch and fight with my sister the whole day. JK. My parents were out for almost the whole day my dad had to drive my Mom for her hearing at MCH. 

They went home before dinner, just enough for me and my dad to visit Villa Celedonia to inquire for some stuff. Andddd, I’llgo swimming with the family, cousins and few friends on Saturday! 

After roadtripping on the resort, we went straight to Green Fields III to visit my tita and my niece and for my cousin bea, who is currently on vacation in our house to get some supply of clothing. 

There! When we got home, we ate dinner. I went out to play cards and Badminton. Stayed at Kenneth’s and Anthony’s place to watch IMORTAL. :)

PLAIN ORDINARY DAY. oh, I slept for hours in the afternoon. I am expecting to have a hard time sleeping again tonight! Before I forgot, my energy was raised even higher when I played PATINTERO with a cockroach few minutes ago when I was asked by my mother to get her Krispy Kreme for midnight snack.

I am getting brave, I THINK. :))

(ME AND MY SISTER TALKED, I FORGOT TO CLICK ON CREATE POST, I AM STUPID..)

heat made me sick

Here I am again, about to complain about the heat I or we, have been experiencing for the past days. 

But I guess, yesterday was hotter than today.. Oh, I forgot it’s already 2:30 AM something, but I know you got what I’ve meant by my usage of YESTERDAY and TODAY when another day is already beginning now.

Let me make it clearer now, yesterday, (04.27.11) I was not able to go out or even take a look outside our house because I felt fever-ish and I am being attacked by a severe headache. Nothing to worry, Ponstan did its job after hours, thank God(that’s why I am feeling better now and still wide AWAKE).

I think stress, improper body clock and the sun that has been torturing me for days now are the causes of my body not feeling alright the whole day.. 

Beside the fact that I did not go out, no guitar sessions, no playing of cards and no socialization with friends, boredom did not actually get in to my way..

I slept at around 5AM or 6AM in the morning and wake up at around 12NN. When I woke up, the only people in the house is Juris, younger brother and Bea, younger cousin.

Sometime in the afternoon, I fell asleep again. #lazy

Took a bath when I woke up thinking it will make me feel better. Well, yes, it did.. But I decided not to go out anymore to allow myself to rest. 

Since after dinner, what I did is to watch TV hoping it will make me fall asleep earlier than usual.. 

Mission Failed. I am still here, blogging and making my mind think of whatever stuff I’ll be placing so I can sleep after this.

So there, I’ll logout of all the social networking sites I am logged in now and probably watch whatever movie I have on my laptop and eventually drop it when sleeping get it to my way. :)

Thank you for having a time reading my entry. I appreciate it, really. God Bless!

Ang init ng malamig kong gabi.

I can still feel the heat of the sun at this point of time.

Yuhh, sorry for over reacting but what can I do, the AC is only located at the room of my parents andddddd my siblings, and here I am, suffering because of humid. :(

Ang init ng malamig kong gabi, mainit.. LITERAL, ang ineeeeeeet! ohh. Sorry for complaining too much, I know the situation of the earth of today plus it is summer but… HANGGANG GABI BA NAMAN?! OA na haaa. pero, sige pagbigyan.. I can move on, I’ll move on at eventually matatanggap ko ng araw man o gabi, mainit pa rin at umikot man ng umikot ng umikoooot ikooot ikooot ang mundo, hindi ito magbabago. HUHUHU.

Malamig kong gabi? BAKEEET, maarte ako, I miss the feeling of being inlove.. I miss my crush, I miss seeing him every dismissal. Bwahaha, oh, for inspiration lang naman e. Pagbigyan na pleaseee. 

Wait, I have another problem nga pala, nauuhaw ako but I cannot afford to get a drink downstairs because my Daddy sprayed an insecticide, and I certainly know the reaction of those effin cockroaches, they’ll fly all over before they finally would have reached their death.. By now, may mga buhay pa dun, at baka sabay sabay kami ng mga ipis mamatay if I’ll insist to go down.

I knowww, maarte, sobrang arteeeee. Pero sobrang takot din. HUHUH, marami naman siguro sa inyong nakakaintindi dibaa? Okay.. 

So going back, ang init talaga, pero malamig ‘yung gabi ko dahil I want to be inloveeeee. ‘Yung sa crush ko kasi, crush lang yun.. Mejo malala, pero crush pa rin. HAHAHA.

Okeyy tama na, ipagdasal na lang natin na makatulog na ako, mabawasan ang kaartehan ko, mamatay na lahat ng ipis sa mundo dahil sa tingin ko wala naman silang naidudulot na maganda kundi ang takutin ako(kung meron man kayo nakikitang advantage sa pagkakaron ng ipis sa mundo, wala na siguro akong pakialam basta I want them all KILLED) at sana, lumamig naman po kahit konti lang pleaseee, enough to stand a night without complaints.

Sorry, pero masanay na kayo, more rants soooon and more kaartehan to be read. Haha.

Rain, rain.. I want you to stay.

I did not expect the rain for this afternoon, few hours earlier, I was actually cursing everybody because of too much humid.

It is true that many people are saddened when its raining. I don’t know, maybe it implies real sadness like tears? Or something like that.

When I was a little younger, I am once one of the people who feels sad every time it rains, because I found the sky dark and gloomy plus the water droplets falling all over.

Years ago, I started to appreciate the rain since I found it really enjoyable to play and walk under the rain.

Raining, for as long as it does not destroy anyone’s life or property, is a natural tendency to attend to the needs of the plants, the land, to follow a state of equilibrium.

Just like now, it’s really hot in the Philippines. I can see all over Facebook and tweeter how every Filipino is affected by the humid caused by summer, and.. Global warming. (If only we could all do special sacrifices to save mother earth)

But at some point of time, the rain blows so hard that came the existence of “typhoon”. People dying, drowning, properties lost, flooding, landsliding and etc. Those are the effects when the rain blows so hard more than the land needs.

In a way, I still love the rain, natural disturbances exist because of our own irresponsibilities. So there, I thank God for the rain today, the rain that is enough to satisfy the needs of the land. :) We just have to pray harder and make an act to avoid natural disturbances.

Take care everybody. :)

Supreme talking :)

Lucky Me Lapaz Batchoy for snack! Sorry for the low quality web cam photo.

I have said on my previous entry that I am about to go out and when I’m already out, I noticed that I’ll be a big disturbance for two other people there (whom I won’t be naming) talking intimately, jk.

I should have went to Kenneth’s and Anthony’s place but their gate is already locked so here I am, beside Percious, our Shih Tzu eating, blogging. :) 

Supreme Talking is the title because, I am not eating Supreme Lucky Me Lapaz Batchoy because of their talking, I should have been there but I chose not to.